Is raining heavily out there and i'm still missing you, mom.
I still can't accept that you're gone, you left me, you left this family.
I keep searching and imagining if you were at home and what were you doing.
I miss the way you lye on the sofa and watch tv.
Whenever i think of you, my tears just fall.
I can't control myself from missing you.
You will always be my great mommy.
I don't used to it when i wanna go out and there is no one in the house to tell now and no more you waiting for me to come back home.
Nobody keeps nagging and calling me to go back earlier.
I miss all these thingsss!!
I need you, mommy!
a pic of you, kor and me.
3years back. taken in usm when we were sending kor to USM.
When i was 7-8years old.
Taken in 3rd aunty's house in Jawi.
December, 1996.
Taken in Singapore.
Year 2005.
Taken at 3rd aunty's house.
Cousin's wedding.
Year 2009.
Taken at Bukit Merah.
Year 2009.
Taken at uncle's house, Taiping.
Aunty's birthday.
Year 2011.
Family Dinner.
pls: i miss your smiles, mommy! :'(
Year 2011.
Our last family pic!
Mom, how are you?
I know i ain't a good daughter sometime as i being so rebellious.
Sorry mom.
I know there is no more chance to say sorry to you anymore but do accept my apology if you can read this.
Still remember last month you were asking me, 'if you were gone then how will i do?'
Then i answered you, 'i will cry until die!'
And now i'm really crying until die.
Mommy...
I promise i'll study hard and graduate and put on the robe one day.
I will make you proud.
I promise i will take good care of myself.
Mommy...
I hope you are doing well now as well.
Take care, alright?
Pls: i love you mommy!
