nightmare returns

Life is m-i-s-e-r-a-b-l-e, isn't it?

pls: tell me everything is going to be alright :'(

Sunshine that shines beautifully

Sometime, i feel i'm seriously ego and in a meanwhile quite demanding as well. I don't know. Maybe this is just the inner of me that couldn't be erase easily. I tried to change and ditching from the bads wan but sometime once people started to put me to hell, and the evil of me just couldn't bear to stay asleep instead she will jump up and throw everything out without any limitations. *evil wink*

And this is really sympathy to the people who boomed by me cuz i'm real bad once my temper is out. Even mommy said so that I have to make changes and try to control my temper. I tried but just eventually failed :(

Well, when people is being nice to me, i will be nice. This is for sure. No worries if you are treating with a sincere heart.

But if ever you try to be bitchy to me, then gone case la weyyy. lol. (talking like i'm the female lion who has the ever sharp fang that will bite your head off once she is starves)

No worries. you will rarely see this cuz i don't simply throw out my temper if you weren't make me seriously freak up :)

And sorry sei fish for the another night, my words might be abit harsh. I'm trying to improve and be a better wan. I hope i can be better someday later :)

And pls you are forever my sista. This won't ever change no matter what. Love ya :)

I'm just who am i and this is Aemy Beh Eiy Ping :)

pls: how good if i can erase everything and start all over again. I failed but at least i didn't give up. (:

we are tearing apart. aren't we?

i'm speechless.

i fail.

pls: you are always my sista. *heartbreaking, tears shedding*

in a hope of....

I always want to be a better wan :)

pls: tomorrow will be always a better wan :D

it was a freaky sundayyyy

Yeahhh~ It's holiday now. Had an unexpected trip to Penang Yesterday :)

Thanks to the fatty king kong, Sing How. He texted me on Sat asking me whether free for tomorrow. Of course without any doubts, my answer for sure would be a YES!

He asked me to guide him the roads in Penang cuz he wanted to go there and fetch his sister.

For sure i know that sei fish will be tagging along wan so i asked him whether she is going anot. He was telling me that she don't want to go cuz of her laziness also economic errors. lol. Then i was telling him if she don't want to go then end up you have to go yourself already but he was asking me to go tempted her so that she will follow and he promised me if i'd convincing her successfully then he will buy me my favorite gummies. Of course when i heard of gummies, i'm so freaking excited. * i know i had been behaving like a kid, but choiceless :) *

So, i tried my very best to ask her to go... i text her, crap with her, talk whatever nonsense to make sure she will be tagging along. At last, she couldn't bear with my nosiness and agree to go. Seeee.. i'm so good in persuading * wink ;) *

That's the gummies i was rewarded :)

And while waiting his sis, we went lepak of course.

Went Gurney at first.

We went for swensens for ice-cream.

After that, we went BBQ Plaza.

* i know we eat alot but we just couldn't bear to stop sucking things into our mouth :P *

The sei king kong and me.

Sei fish and me :)

After that we went to Straits Quay. Charlie Brown Cafe :)

Everything is based on Snoopy's theme.

camwhore in Straits Quay's washroom. :D

the another girl is Sing How's sis.

That's for my past Sunday. It's quite tiring cuz have to woke up early in the morning and be prepared to wait for them to come pick me up then we went for dim-sum breakfast at lake garden then we joked, we crapped stupidly in the car. That was fun! I love it although i was the big bulb for them but i just feel nice to hang out with them cuz they are shewitttt :)

I don't know what to do at home actually. Doing nothing at home everyday. Lifeless :(

And what i want to do during this sem break is to get myself fair back cuz aunt said i'm so freaking dark after i went to Penang :(

And also lose some weight. I want DIET and i have to DIET!!

Because i look chubby now :(

pls: i don't know. i feel lost without you. do you feel the same way as me?

i'm a freak i guess

Sometime, i'm lost.

it's just like i can't find ways out from a jungle and keep turning at the same place with tears rolling in the eyes.

i don't know.

don't ask me what's the hell going on with me.

cuz i have no idea with me also.

i guess i'm just randomly being emo. :P

pls: nothing is more painful than saying good-byeeee :(

it was just a dream.

Wow, i want to shout something out loud which is

MY FIRST SEM IS OFFICIALLY BLOW OFF NOW!!

Which is means that i'm having holidays now :D

And it would be a 3months break i guess!

Awesome, right?

*sei fish was whining that i'm having a so freaking long sem break*

*don't get envy kay sei fish?* ahahahahahahaha.

Since sei fish is in Taiping and of course we have to lepak :P

So, we went out just now.

Went to eat mango rice and she can't finish up and ended up i was the one who had to stuck everything into my dear mouth. Sei fish betol! Everytime also like this wan! Luckily i didn't order anything else if not i'm going to stuck all into your mouth until you vomit. LOL

*i guess she is gonna to kill me if she sees this later :P

After we planned for a movie but the time isn't allow us to watch so we went to walk around and it's too boring in Taiping cuz there is nothing else to do already! aiks...

So, i pulled her for MCD for the next round cuz i want the glasses.

She was so freaking full so i ordered a set and we shared but i guess i ate the most.

* i know i eat alot but this is just me* :)))

This week is a blueky glass. It's nice but i still prefer my pinky pinko which available only in next week. And sei fish promised to get me one next week. So, i'm staying tunned for that :)

And finally i got sticky.

It looks so nice in so many colors!

*credited to sei fish cuz she is the one who bought this for me.

i love you so much, sei fish ♥

Well well, i have no idea what to do in these few months laaaa..! I guess bed will be the most time i will be spending with kot. lol

I'm gonna miss Penang :(

pls: tell me if you are in love with me :)

I want to be loved

What a damn week for me?!

Seriously, it freaks me out la weyyyy...!!

So many things came to me in the same week.

First wan, i'm so f**king sick!

Second wan, i received calls from mom that grandpa passed away last night and i have to rush back to Taiping which i didn't plan to go back earlier cuz i thought of staying back to study for my damn account paper!

Third wan, i had prepared myself to go after class today ended up i got informed that i have to stay back cuz i have to attend the stupid meeting tmr and sat and i had been calling my mom since last night about going back and not going back. She also kinda freaked up by me actually. Sorry mom :(

Fourth wan, my damn account paper is shifted earlier which will drop on the 10th of may instead of 12th may! This is really very f**ked up laaaaaaa!

Fifth wan, I bought the ticket to go back Taiping on sat noon ended up mom was calling me during the class just now and telling me that dad is fetching me and bro on sat! Arggghh~ why just can't you tell me earlier!?

Sixth wan, maybe be there will be no MPW paper to subtitute my 3months' summer break. It's actually a good news but i had already mentally set that i'm going to clear the papers in this sem break ended up....

and the most 'best part' is that i still have to pay for the rental if i wasn't staying during the sem break and also the streamyx bills! *wtf*

Seriously la, there are alot in my mind now! I'm tired! Can anyone just lend me a shoulder to lay on for awhile? I'm craving for it :(

Grandpa passed away is such a shock for me actually cuz i called mom yesterday and asking about grandpa and she was telling me he had already discharged from the ward and backed home already but until night mom called me and telling me that grandpa couldn't awake from sleep already and he is death :'(

Wauuu~ It is really a damn f**king hectic week for me!

What's happen to my life actually?

I'm just an ordinary girl that craving for a simplest life ever :(

Why is it so hard?!!

But luckily i got them :)

lim fen fen and miss sham sham are there for me.

We went for a movie just now to release my tension.

THOR!

Wow, it so freaking nice! I likey :)

I hope everything is gonna be alright! The bads wan stop hunting for me pls.

:(

I want to smile and laugh out as loud as i do. :(

pls: stay closer so that i can feel your breath!

Peak Time

I should had posted this last week but because the connection was sucks and also my short-term memory lost. lol

Okay.

Bought new flipper with the two sampat at home :P

Saw it in 1st Avenue the other day already but because of miss sham sham wasn't there so me and Yuh Fen waited for her to come back from Kulim then only we go buy together.

How lovely we are, right ? :)

And the best part is our flipper is exactly the SAME!

Only the size is different.

Mine is the smallest and the cutest for sure :)

and the follow by lim fen fen and miss sham sham.

*actually, lim fen fen's feet is the same like mine but she scared both of us will tersilap wear each other flipper that's why she chosen 6 and she said is more comfortable with bigger size*

We couldn't bear to take off the flipper actually cuz it's freaking comfy!

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Exam is coming and yet i didn't know what am i doing now :(

Oh dear accounting, pls let me love you for this 2weeks so that i can pass!

aemybeheiyping! Stop procrastinating!!

Arggghhh~~~

and also dear sore throat pls stay away from me.

You come visit me back after 12th but not now. :((

So, chaoz chaozzzzz~

Gonna off to bed. Having a bad headache and flu.

Dizzy la weyyyyyy :(

So, nights world :)

Pls: Just set me free so that i can fly high :D