Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Still RIP, Mommy!

It's been a year. Time flied, seriously! Like it was just a blink of eyes...
But i still remember every single scenes that happened this day. It was just like happened yesterday. I couldn't believe it already been a year until i saw on the calender.

21st August 2011/ 22nd August 2011, were the toughest days i ever had in my entirely life. I will never forget what happened in this day cuz it was the day i lost the person i loved the most in this entire whole planet. It's still very fresh on my mind. I remember everything and my heart is so heavy and hard on the moment cuz i just can't help myself with anything. I don't know. I really don't have any ideas. I don't know how long it gonna takes for me to let go but i know i have to be tough. I can never break down cuz i didn't want to disappoint anybody especially her. I will just keep telling myself, everything is gonna be alright and i'm gonna be alright. I will be alright!

Mom, thanks for everything you had done in my life. Without you, i will be still be that girl who don't know anything about life and live just in her own world and pretended like a princess like nobody's business. I'm just so grateful for your presence! I know i can't have you back in my life anymore but i know you will always be with me, always be, I know it. I promise i will be good. I will make you proud.
Mom, I love you! :')

Pls: Mommy, 1st anniversary! xoxo

Sunday, August 19, 2012

August Month

I know i had been disappearing for quite some time already but please bear with me, kay?
I have been working dead hardly recently after came back from Penang for my 22nd birthday celebration. 
Well, all i can say is i really had the most awesome birthday ever in my past 21years cuz i have all my beloved surrounded me and i'mma the most happily birthday girl ever!
Thanks for everything kor, his gf and not least my sei fish made all the efforts came all the way from Kampar to Penang just to give a blast birthday! I love all of you! muacksss! hehehehehehehe :p

me and gay fish up at the Penang Hill! :p

I'm working to be a better one. So, bless me laaa :)


Pls: It's time for bed. Nights, aemybeheiyping! It's gonna be a branded new day tomorrow. So, have a sweet sweet dream and start fighting like hell again for a better tomorrow :D