i break

stop asking me whether i'm alright? are you okay? how are you doing? ...

cuz i'm not okay at all !!

i'm tired of telling i'm alright. no worries. i'm tough. i can overcome and so on !! ...

pls: i love you and i miss you, mom !!

sky blue !!

i had been dumping my blog for decades already i suppose. lol.

i don't know what to write actually as everytime i clicked on the 'new post' and i was stunned and my hands were numb.

Well, i guess this will be another random post which is so called everything is in, 'rojak' !! ahahaha.

For all the months passed, everything seemed to be ups and downs.

Seriously, i never really taken any fresh air in facts i'm suffocating for air.

Bad things seem just didn't want to stop hunting me. or i should say they keep following me no matter where i go. what can i do actually? hmmm.. i have no idea.

Yesterday morning i went to jog by myself.

WOW ~ i should be shouting it out.

I enjoyed the breeze of cold air blowing toward me when i was moving forwardly.

It's super awesome.

I can actually rest my mind and my soul as well.

I thought alot while busying moving my legs.

I learnt how to calm down myself and changed my perspective in viewing the matters around me.

I was convincing myself not to be too stubborn or thinking narrowly as everything is gonna be alright if i keep myself positively.

Usually people will be saying take a deep breath and relax yourself so that you can walk a longer journey.

Now finally i understand.

It's a new life starting, perhaps? :)

pls: let go. don't have to be so stubborn :)