the returns

i'm lonely, i'm tired, i'm missing you again, once again...

heart beats, tear sheds, mixed feeling...

i keep telling myself things will be alright, time mends, etc. but the truth is, when comes to the reality, i'm still such a coward who can't face myself and everything. 

i know only me, myself can help myself out. i know i gotta be strong no matter what. 

but...

i'm just lonely, i'm tired, i'm missing you again, once again...

i just wanna smile like a shinning star :'(

pls: things passed so so long, i'm here sincerely hoping that memories and feelings would also go  away just like how time flies. i'm such a coward. i'm sorry. i hurt myself once again.

i'm sorry, aemybeheiyping. :'(

I'm vain

Sometimes, things don't go on as what you wish it could be. I don't know. All i know in my mind is that i can't afford to fail myself once again, like once again! This is what i keep bearing in my mind always and always and always. I know i'm a little bit vain, like more or less but i really can't help cuz sometimes i really think that i'm just really hopeless and useless. :'(

Pls: I promise this is gonna be my last time to post such emo post once again! I wanna be a happy girl like what i had promised sei fish last night. I don't wanna let anybody down cuz i know they care a lot for me and i have to prove that i'm really a tough girl who can overcome every obstacles in life. :D

华文记

时间久了。。。就什么都不再那么地重要了。

因为时间真的能让一个人看开了许多哦。。。

哈哈哈哈哈`。。。鬼脸的我 :p

pls: 我要发出内心地大笑。 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。！！傻了我@@

Fullstop!

Just another day. Well, i had stopped working few days ago already. Feel kinda relax, at least, i don't have to wake up early in the morning and come back only at night. Everyday routine was only go to work, finish working then sleep and keep rotating the same again and again. 

HAHAHAHAHAHA.  I know i kinda good in whining things but i just can't help cuz working as a promoter is TIRING & BORING!!

Anyway, gonna start new sem already and it's time to say bye to mommy, home and Taiping and hello to Penang again!

Time flies, seriously! 4 months just passed like this, like nothing at all, like it was just 4 days. But actually in these 4 months, i spent 2months fooling and also touring in Aussie, 1 month working and another month rotting at home. What a summer semester this year?! Gonna miss holidays once again after classes started!

Is time to start fighting for new semester again! Sighhh~ when i think of assignments! Tons of assignments waiting for me! There are all nightmares :'(

Just sharing a pic of mine.

This was taken last month in Penang Hill while i was waiting for my henna art to be drawn!

 hehehehehehee

Pls: Time mends :)