something about me

I'm just a girl who wants nothing more but happiness and peaceful-ness in my life. 

So, do bless me more with alot plenty more happiness pls :p

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Pls: Just too young to think so much. Live smart and play hard!

NEWY

Is a branded new month and is all my fav month, July! 

Pls: Happy post-birthday to myself, perhaps? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Beautiful Rainbow After So Lonnggg

Hmmm... Flied to Melbourne for couple of days and i really enjoyed over there and and i love the city so much!!

It's really a very happening and nice city i ever saw in my past 21 years.
and so, what actually inspired me during the trip were some so called 'LESSON OF LIFE'.

Before this, i kept thinking that we as a human, 

we grow up,

we study, 

we find a partner,

we get married,

we have kids, 

we aging,

and we die.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. *i know i'm being stupid now*

I guess everyone will be thinking the same like i did but after this trip, i feel like we as a human should make our life more challenging, more colorful, more adventurous and many more instead of just keep going dully!

And the most important is we have to live dignity-ly and happily!

I guess i'm reaching my goals as i had promised myself. 

Is a good sign, isn't it?

 The most recent me. Taken at Albert Park in Melbourne, Australia.

Had a great time catching with Uncle Mal and Aunt Serene. They are really nice people and lovely too :)

I guess that's all for everything now. Nothing much to be updated already. See ya, Melbourne! I will definitely come back to visit you again!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

pls: Tough time do go away but tough people don't cuz they will keep fighting until the very last sec! :p

is a life i'm looking for

Guess what? I'm in Australia now!!

Yayyyy! Australia is just a nice country to be stayed.

I just love the weather here compared back in Malaysia which suck and hot like hell!

*pls: As you know i'm a candle princess :p*

hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Its been few days i were here, i walked around in the city and i get to find out that this world is really big and there are really million billion trillion of peoples in this freaky round little earth!

Finally, i'm sort of like awaken that we shouldn't let anyone ruin your life just like nobody's business. 

We should keep moving on even though you knew the road you had chosen is just a little bit rough but we just  have to keep moving on and moving on!

This is life!

We can't help or decide what is going to happen the next moment but at least you can decide and choose the pathway you wish to go.

I just hope i will be a better one after all.

:)

 I wish i could overcome every upcoming fears in the future without any hesitation. 

Pls: I wish i could find the real of me, myself and my soul as soon as possible ;p

the ever last shot :)

Darling, don't be afraid cuz i have loved you a thousand year !

Currently, I'm so in love with this song. I don't know why :/

Hmmm, i don't know what's with my feeling, my thoughts and everything.
Everything just seems to cramp up together.

All i know is i feel reluctant to leave Malaysia for a month! 

YEAY! A month!

I'm gonna miss mommy for sure cuz i don't get to visit her as often as i want it to be :'(

This is the ever first time for me to travel so far away out from Malaysia.

But i know it's gonna be a good starting point for me to get a new life and everything new. 

I promise myself to be strong no matter what happened.

I promise myself to be a better one and live a better life as i had enough with all those past memories.

I promise i'm gonna turn into a new leaf since ever i step back to the border of Malaysia.

I promise i will let the past be the past.

I promise myself won't ever be too stubborn over anything as i can't get everything control at the same time.

I promise i will love myself more than anything. I know it sounds selfish but it's a way of self protection.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

So many promises for myself in a month!

I hope i could make it and live a better and better life.

I know mommy wishes to see this.

Mommy, I'm still missing you dearly! :')

I promise i will smile and keep smiling no matter what :'D

Pls: It takes courage and tear to grow up and become who you are; It takes time and forgiveness to mend a broken heart; It takes a thousand year for people to realize who you are. Don't try to please others but just have fun and play your part.. HARD! :p

A small promise

I went for a photo shooting past few days and it was so damn freaking tired. I'm actually wondering how other people can actually stand with the modeling job and the thick makeup on their faces and the thick and heavy lashes lying on the eye lids. As you know, i'm that kinda of person who don't like to makeup easily and moreover bathing the face with so thick of foundation and powder!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
But when i looked back at the pics, it's more than anything! It's worth to stand under the hot sun and sweating like hell and putting on the thick makeup and smiling and posing myself like nobody's business. I really like the feeling of this pic. It is likes the sunshine that brighten up me, myself and myself :p
That's why i named the album in my Facebook as 'A better life; A better Aemy'

I hope everything is going to be alright and i want everything to be alright!
I have a small deal with myself.
I hope i can make it and reborn myself into a branded new leaf before i get back to Malaysia once again!

Pls: I am who i am and i know everything is going to be alright! Cheers aemybeheiyping!

Is an old wind

Deep down bottom of my heart,

'I still missing you dearly!'

Pls: I hope everything goes fine to you and may god bless you :)